Something really shocking and scary happened today. I haven't written anything in a while because there's too many things going on in my life right now. I'm just not in a good state. I have just so many things I can't handle, everybody is in a demand of me and pulling me. I feel like I'm about to break. Somehow in this chaos I'm supposed to take care of myself and I can't. I just want to pack my bags and run away, have vacation or something because I can't focus on anything right now. Anyways I reacted to my phone buzzing and I pick it up and saw this:   

Of course this is Swedish but it said "Mom, I love you". I started to honestly cry. My phone had picked up some kind of voice and formed it to this. I'm like all alone and the tv isn't even on, I don't know how this is possible.