I'm not very good at updating this blog anymore but hey I have busy life. I have a lot on my mind and I feel really emotional and unsure with my life right now. I know what my main goal is in life is but yet I'm just too unsure to do anything in life. I kinda want to move somewhere else in the world and try to make my goal-dream come true and another voice is just saying fuck that, I want to stay here because I have my boyfriend here. I probably just need a moment to think and be alone for a bit.